Consumed with frustrations and anger, I have never felt like this before. All I have on my mind is death. I am giving up on hoping that I’ll ever see clouds with silver lining. I am losing hope that my life will get better. The way I see it right now, life is getting worse day by day. I am seriously losing hope. Darkness consumes me, and prayers are all I ever needed right now although I am so close to falling into the trap of giving up on everything!
How can I ever love others when I cannot even begin to love myself?
How can I ever forgive others when I don’t even know how to forgive myself?
Oh life, how much I hate thee.
Oh life, how much I want to end thee.
Oh life, how much you have cursed me!
God, give me strength to live another day, just one more day!
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